But Again, they are so real to life the only way I knew but I was Livid dreaming was trying to turn on any light only then I knew I was dreaming and tried many times to lay in bed trying to wake myself most times without hope in doing so and afraid I wonвЂ™t wake up.After waking up and had a cig.

And I hate Lucid dreaming ,I found it so real that the only way I knew I was dreaming is that I would get out of bed and turn the light on and knew then I was dreaming cause the light would not turn on.It was so real so I tried to go back to bed and try to wake myself most times trying to wake with no result.I try many things to wake myself like jumping off my bed and trying to harm myself anything to wake up.i guess I dislike Lucid dreaming because through child hood and much in adult dreaming were always very negative and had many nightmares and afraid the Lucid dream may turn very negative often thinking during my dream state that it could go wrong at any moment and I try to wake myself. When I start to Lucid dream IвЂ™m so aware of it so much and I had many let me tell you. Anyways, I hoped I helped and that you have good lucid dreams (thatвЂ™s if youвЂ™re willing to continue lucid dreaming) What IвЂ™m assuming by connecting this experience and connecting the stuff in the article on this website is that the demon they saw was there because of their subconscious, and they fought that fear in their subconscious and got over that fear or something like that. I also read about someoneвЂ™s experience of a false awakening and they were also attacked by a demon in it, and that they had experienced that multiple times, until they decided to try to confront the demon and I guess you could say lost the fear of it and the demon got scared and jumped out a window. HereвЂ™s an article about false awakenings: according to the research iвЂ™ve done, during a false awakening, itвЂ™s likely for you to see things such as a demon you saw in your dream. You basically had a lucid dream of you waking up and you thought you actually woke up in real life. IвЂ™ve never had a lucid dream, though I have been trying and looking forward to having one, but from the research that IвЂ™ve done, you may have had a false awakening which basically means that you woke up in a lucid dream in which you were in your bed, in your house and what not, and you think youвЂ™re awake but really youвЂ™re in a really realistic dream. Then I left and it was night, and I saw my face in a mirror and I had no expression like the mona lisa, except one of my eyeballs was as big as a marble and completely black. Then I ran to go find her and I was caught up in Large sound vibration waves that I could see shifting into my dimension and feel hit my entire body like a loud gong! Maybe like five times, it felt like an earthquake but I could see the waves forming and distorting everything in my dimension as if it were natural gas on a hot day seen in the horizon.

I looked for a different route, and ended up in an unknown area of the building where I laid down and looked out the window through a magnifying glass and saw the moon rotating and saw all aspects of the moon magnified.

I work in a hospital in an OB department, except in the dream it was an administrative side and he begged me to let her go in front even though I worked there. I went inside and two individuals there got in line in front of a door to go inside, but the glass door wouldnвЂ™t open. Last dream I had, I was walking outside towards the building where I work. I donвЂ™t want to lucid dream but it happens on its own.